I hate my job

Sitting on a nice chair in front of an LCD monitor, I don’t find time to think about when was that last precious day on which I saw the dawn, the rising sun and listened to bird calls. Aahan… 7 weeks back I remember I was awake and went outside to have a nice tea. Yeah!!! That was a night out.

Otherwise, I don’t know anything, I don’t know Subir Bhatia, and I cannot debate on if he shouldn’t have sold his achievement to Microsoft for some million dollars and should have fought for making the County’s head up or if it was a correct decision. I don’t know if I should hate Hitler or if I should love Mahatma Gandhi. One thing that I know while living (mechanically) in this materialistic world is that I haven’t lost anything in Lehman-Brother’s Crash. One more thing I know partially is to write some crappy things in some weird way called C++, thinking about the program-crashes on and off and looking for a different company to get some hike by writing the same crap there.

The thing I know perfectly well and I do it to the fullest is to hate… Hate this world, hate famous people because of their good deeds, hate people who are more intelligent and productive than me, find out their good qualities, convert them into bad and announce. In front of him I’m his good friend.

Yes, I’m a software engineer…

I’m a software engineer who has seen only money and independence. Money, money and hike are the things on which I live. I don’t care what wrong is happening in this world, I don’t feel anything if something immoral happened to somebody in this society.
The thing I care is to find out some points from unauthentic places called movies and start hating a personality like Mahatma Gandhi. It’s not required for me to fight against something wrong that is not happening to me. Nobody does that, why should I. It doesn’t matter to me. Why should I join politics, I’ve enough money and I can live a cool life on branded stuff and that’s enough. Why should I do anything for this country…? Isn’t it enough that I hate Mahatma Gandhi? Isn’t it enough that I ignore all the good things he did for my freedom and find out the rubbish points from unauthentic piece of shits and try to prove him a bad man?

Yes… I’m a software engineer.

It took some time for me to understand that I’m only a curse for this earth and people living here, it took time to understand that I’m nothing compared to Mahatma Gandhi; it took time to feel that it was actually not needed for Mahatma Gandhi to come out of their wealthy world and fight for our freedom go to jails and live a miserable life.

The reason, I believe I could not visualize this earlier is because I was born after India became Independent; because I did not see that slavery; because I born in a family where everything I got without struggle. I did not see struggle…

I’m frustrated, I need money, I need brand, I need American wine, I like American diet, I like rock music, I like MNCs, I like to show off, I can’t control so I drink, I’m calorie conscious, I like shortcuts…

I know to hate…

Yes I’m a software engineer…

Dehati Amreekan

Heii bhaddy!!!! ("Hey buddy" for normal human)...
This is one of the ways of greeting.

He is neither an American nor a British nor any other whose mother-tongue is English.
He is one of my friends (I've many more friends like that) who's dream is to be an American or a Britsh or anybody but not an Indian.

Well, it seems he's got some inferiority complex because he can't speak english in a way an American speaks (That is why Heii bhaddy!!!, seems just to hide indian accent of English).

I've seen people who neither can speak hindi well, nor their regional language nor correct english. Moreover, the little English they speak to show off is either full of incorrect grammer or wrong pronunciations (Excuse me for my grammer, I'm blogging :-) ). Name a category into which these personalities who are "good for nothing and show attitude for anything"(Excuses!!!) can be put into.

Sometimes I feel that money is the reason for this attitude. Money before maturity. More money than capability... These DAs (I've named a category) then look down upon people having less money (I mean rikshaw puller etc). These DAs start feeling themselves like Americans. They think money has given them right to waste energy (electricity/water etc) as they are capable of paying the monthly bill. These DAs think like money has given them right to insult or yell at a person at your service.

These DAs start thinking like they are God as they give Rs 600 to their maid for washing their dirty clothes, cleaning their stinking kitchen and sweeping their 3BHK big house. Here they forget that an American do everything himself. Washing clothes, cleaning his home and driving to his office/home. No matter its a washing machine he has or a utensil cleaner, but he's not dependent on anybody, unlike these frustrated DAs who keep yelling at the person who does everything for them


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